Over what you may ask? Everything.

And I do mean everything.

Normally, despite my cynical opinions, I am (secretly?) optimistic about things but lately (noticeable in previous posts) I’m disappointed, grumpy and there is nothing hidden about it.

I’m feeling negative about everything from work to the future to life in general.

This isn’t a great feeling. I’m working just to survive, no excitement just work/sleep/repeat and that current scenario doesn’t seem worth it frankly.

I’m not saying I want my life to be like something you’d associate with a movie montage but maybe a percentage of that would be nice.

A whole lot less stress would be amazing too.

Though I am wondering if those things are possible without significant changes. Changes I would never have considered in the past but now are looking quite tempting.

It might be time to start travelling a whole new road since I seem to have reached a dead end on this current one.