Well June failed to step up and kick the year back onto a better path.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My hope that at this halfway point in the year life would feel more settled was dashed and it is the opposite, I’m feeling more stressed and unsettled than ever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Things that I hoped would be resolved aren’t moving forward at all, and I would swear they have lost all forward momentum entirely. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m bored too, which isn’t helping, it’s like nothing is happening and I’m just stuck in a loop that I didn’t choose for myself. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t care about anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And yet…I care that I don’t care, which essentially feels like caring about everything and that seems so much worse. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I have no idea how to change things, not without throwing my entire life into a blender, which while there is some appeal to that, I’ve worked really hard to get where I am, regardless if it isn’t feeling like where I’m supposed to be right now and don’t just want to blow up my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cross your fingers, pray to your Gods\/Fates\/Universe of choice that the start of the second half of the year bring some reprieve. Who knows, it probably won’t help, but it sure would be nice…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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