{"id":94,"date":"2022-01-11T22:43:59","date_gmt":"2022-01-12T06:43:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/?p=94"},"modified":"2022-01-11T22:44:02","modified_gmt":"2022-01-12T06:44:02","slug":"waiting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/?p=94","title":{"rendered":"Waiting"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-style-twentytwentyone-image-frame\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"808\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/likalia.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/PXL_20220109_211306740_2-808x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-95\" srcset=\"https:\/\/likalia.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/PXL_20220109_211306740_2-808x1024.jpg 808w, https:\/\/likalia.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/PXL_20220109_211306740_2-237x300.jpg 237w, https:\/\/likalia.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/PXL_20220109_211306740_2-768x973.jpg 768w, https:\/\/likalia.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/PXL_20220109_211306740_2-1212x1536.jpg 1212w, https:\/\/likalia.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/PXL_20220109_211306740_2-1616x2048.jpg 1616w, https:\/\/likalia.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/PXL_20220109_211306740_2-1568x1987.jpg 1568w, https:\/\/likalia.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/PXL_20220109_211306740_2-scaled.jpg 2020w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 808px) 100vw, 808px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>No one loves waiting, for good things or bad news, expectation can be exciting or crippling. Waiting for the other shoe to drop, waiting for a phone call or text that the thing you knew was going to happen has happened. Knowing that getting that message means everything is about to be thrown into upheaval again &#8211; just when things were starting to feel a little more manageable. Waiting for the ground to fall out from under your feet when you were hoping for stability.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m waiting for bad news. I don&#8217;t know what to do. I&#8217;ve been outside the whole situation since the start and I don&#8217;t think I have the energy\/ability to be in it now. At the end of it, but the start of the fallout. I just can&#8217;t and yet here I am waiting and wondering how or if I&#8217;ll get through. Can we magically jump forward in time? After I&#8217;ve figured out how to cope. To when everyone who is inevitably going to be depending on me is settled on the other side of this crisis.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>No one loves waiting, for good things or bad news, expectation can be exciting or crippling. Waiting for the other shoe to drop, waiting for a phone call or text that the thing you knew was going to happen has happened. Knowing that getting that message means everything is about to be thrown into upheaval [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[4],"tags":[7],"class_list":["post-94","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-year-43","tag-life-2"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=94"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":96,"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94\/revisions\/96"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=94"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=94"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/likalia.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=94"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}