I am not sure what this evolution of the site is going to be. I’ve been feeling the need to send my voice into the abyss that is the internet though, so check back later and maybe you’ll find something interesting – or maybe not – it will be a surprise.
- September 2024
Where did the month go?! No, seriously, it just started. Time has no meaning. I couldn’t tell you what I did this past month, beyond working and not working, which is perhaps a little disheartening but seems to happen more and more as I get older.
Time is just ticking by, days on a calendar with nothing really changing enough to notice.
I’ve probably said all of this before which should give me cause for, well if not concern, then reason to pause and question that my life has become repetitive and dull.
- Another Month
Another picture of a puppy.
Everything is still feeling…grumpy…but this cutie makes me smile. 🙂
- Over It
Over what you may ask? Everything.
And I do mean everything.
Normally, despite my cynical opinions, I am (secretly?) optimistic about things but lately (noticeable in previous posts) I’m disappointed, grumpy and there is nothing hidden about it.
I’m feeling negative about everything from work to the future to life in general.
This isn’t a great feeling. I’m working just to survive, no excitement just work/sleep/repeat and that current scenario doesn’t seem worth it frankly.
I’m not saying I want my life to be like something you’d associate with a movie montage but maybe a percentage of that would be nice.
A whole lot less stress would be amazing too.
Though I am wondering if those things are possible without significant changes. Changes I would never have considered in the past but now are looking quite tempting.
It might be time to start travelling a whole new road since I seem to have reached a dead end on this current one.
